a little reflection. and hope. and dreams. I dream big.
- Positivity
- Easy to be with
- High-spirit
- Courageous
- Fun & loving
These are the traits that I want to have in me. I find these traits in people I admire. I can safely say that these five people are the people that inspires me to grow. Some people I’ve known them all my life, some our paths crossed (and hopefully again in the future), and some I never met.
1. Positivity
There is one person that I can attribute this to. This person is always positive, always looking at the bright side. Hardly ever complain. Seriously, hardly ever. Dislikes conflicts and likes positive atmosphere. This person is: Kamil.
2. Easy to be With
In Aston University, I met someone who I think very highly although we don’t spend that much time together. I mean we do, but probably just not as much as we could have or at least I wanted. This person is always striking up conversations everywhere he goes, easiest chat for hours and just so easy to be with. This person is: Neil.
3. High-spirit
I was told that I should only pick one greatest quality in one person that I really admire. From this person I pick high spirit. Actually, this quality doesn’t serve her fairly because ~ trust me ~ she is much much more than that. She is strong (perhaps also strong-headed :P), she is knowledgeable and wicked smart, she is tough but full of love, and she is cheerful. She is in her 80s and she hasn’t lost her charm even a bit. This person is: Titih, my grandma.
4. Courageous
If there is a great sadness in this world is that people follow something blindly without adjusting it to fit themselves. Be it religion, society’s morality conduct, or just general rules. This person is the opposite. This person thinks according to his heart ~ at least that’s his message. I admire Paulo Coelho because he spreads the message of being true to yourself, taking risks, and be open and let things be. I don’t know nothing about Paulo Coelho as a person so I don’t want to admire him, but I do love his message.
5. Fun & loving
This is the person that NEVER EVER fails to amuse me. To cheer me up. To make me laugh. This is the person brings fun everywhere she goes. This is the little girl that I love to death. That I really, really, really love to death. My favorite person in the world. Terrific listener, great advices. She’s the smallest in the family but she has THE BIGGEST HEART. She is: my sister.
I want to get along with everyone, because I think life is too short to be at odds with someone. That means I don’t like conflicts and I try to avoid it. Although I also can’t lie that there are certain types of people that really annoy me and I just can’t get along with them. But OK, so I won’t be able to get along with everyone. And that’s OK too. I want to be a positive person. I want to be strong. I want to take chances, proud to be who I am, and take risks. Most of all I want to make people laugh and feel loved.
I also have goals in my life:
- Start my own company (which probably handles 2 businesses!) haha DREAM BIG man!!
- Have financial abundance (because this is how you can help other people as well!) ~ and come on, living comfortably doesn’t hurt.
- Have a beautiful house (home) I can call my own. (I have ideas in mind already)
- Have a small, but loving and open family (dude, my dream since I was a kid hasn’t changed!)
I know that I am far from all these things. But this is who I want to be, and who I am meant to be. It all aligns and the dots are connected from when I was a kid. It’s shaped in its own way.
I feel like I’ve bared my soul. I’ve told you my dreams, my insecurities, my fears, my hopes. I feel like it’s enough for me to hide myself behind an awkward and weird girl. If I’m weird, so be it. I’ll just embrace it. The right people will stay. And those that leave… well there are always spots for newcomers.
Chin up! Chin up! :)
